Have you ever just wanted everything to just go away? Well, that's how I feel right now. I tired of working at Blockbuster Video. I hate movies and I hate people who watch them. Next time any of you people go to a Blockbuster... be a little nicer to the person behind the counter; it might make them feel better. And while I'm at it, why don't all you people grow up. God, I've never had to baby so many people in my life. "I don't have my card" "I didn't know it was due today" "Blah, blah, blah" And take some f***ing responsiblity for once in your life... geez its sooooo easy to blame it on someone else. Like me, yeah, blame it on me even though I had nothing to do with it. Its always someone elses fault. You people make me sick.
No wonder I'm a Satsuki fan. I can relate to her pretty well. I think I'll change the name on my badge... really screw with people's minds. Geez, I just don't have anything nice to say anymore. Doesn't mean I'll stay quiet. Not until things change... so I'll be talking for a while, won't I.
Speaking of this stupid town. I was wondering the other day why people WANT to come to Vegas. Which part of this lame excuse for a town attracks people the most? Is it those corny stage shows, or the casino specific attractions like the Dolphins at the Mirage or the Shark tank at the Mandalay Bay, or could it be the fact that there are more strip clubs per mile than anything else? I don't think I'll ever figure it out. Up till recently I was planning on maybe staying in this town. Not anymore. Oh, yeah before I forget I'd like to take this time to thank all those wonderfully stupid people who actually support putting a Nuke dump in my backyard. As long as its out of your backyard its okay I guess. Anyway, I won't be staying in Vegas anymore. Because its not fun here. Practically everything that was even remotely family related has been shut down. I hate bright lights, loud noises and smoke. And I still can't see a half decent art show in this town... specifically since everyone laughs at the fact that there is actually a Guggenhiem museum here in town at one of the casinos... but hey its here I guess. Now if they would only change their exhibits. I also can't get a graphic design job here. Once I get my BA from UNLV I am outta here!!!!
Ever had a corny dream? I do. I'm waiting for my prince, of sorts. I wonder if he even exists somethimes... or even if the whole concept of the "prince" is under-rated. Sometimes I really hate the fact that I grew up on Disney... stupid things fill your head with pathetic dreams of princes and princesses and the idea that everything will have a happy ending. The underlying message is that good endings will only happen to popular people. I mean, do you ever see intelligent, not so popular, kind-a average people getting cool things just by being themselves.... no. They always have to change themselves to get cool things... like boyfriends. The messages we recieve through pop culture. No wonder there are so many jerky people out there. Geez.
Cynical thoughts expressed best through a psycho computer and a femme fatal.